with me being so vague again.
attention seeker.
was reading one's blog. and he commented on how people blog for attention. on how they only let you see what they want you to see. writing something and making people think its something else. confusing? yes. understand it? yes.
its something we all do.
the facade.
i remember chng. i was reading some old smses i recorded in sec2. yea. poem that chng used to write. havnt talked much to him since long ago. aye. its so weird yes. i saw how much ive changed. grown up. i still dont like what i am.
like this line that was running through my head a few days ago. 'after all this while, it still hasnt changed'.
vagueness plagues us all. you want people to see whats there. but at the same time, you just want to hide it all in. why? because you want people to realise you're there.
dont like me. AYE.
i still miss you. and i dont want to care anymore. but i still do. ohwells. =D
on to a slightlier happy note. my day.
i was awakened by mr always-fall-asleep-on-sandra. >=( and msg me to say gonna ps me today. diaos.
so ive been here like the whole day. sians. i really need to get some studying done.
i miss church. am going tonight. yays.
i miss gillian. i miss being pri2 where there was no problems. i miss derek. i miss max. i miss shane. i miss pool. i miss joel. i miss cath class.
yes. moving on.
blahs.
'fall silent in amazement' -ben z
